Absent Minded
Hes losing interest in me
Hes sleeping in my bed
cant keep his eyes open to hear anything i say
its my turn to be cuddled
and of course we had to fight tonight
nothing
nothing
nothing is allright
i know hes mad but he wont admit to it
i hate that about men
i punched my walls i punched my computer screen
i scream inside and talked to myslef laing beside the man whose supposed to marry me
whose soo tired from working all day
and i have to understand i com e in fourth or fifth place even thoug hhe htells me its second
I'm too demanding and he tells e things i like to hear but cant accept
i want to sleep on the couch tonight but then he will just never come over again
stupid
stupid
stupid me
hurt again
because no one
no one no one understands
the crazy complex cookie i am
alone i am in this stupid world i no longer care to be in
love is starting to stab again
everything takes forever to happen
but souhnds soo sweet
but when you get there its just another comlication
and its all been drained anyway soo whats the use
i hate me i hat e me i hate me
im abusive and cold and rude
i cry my tears but so what
so frickin what
its hus turn ti cuddlke but hes already passed out
when i say hes noit listebibg his head goes to the sky
like im some burden which i knowe i am
and i want him to live a hppay life
so why doesny he just pas sme by
kiss me just at least one last time
kiss me at l;east one last time
for the love i felt i cant replace
i love him and it hurts today
even the cat takes his side
she runs away from me
and together they laugh
sure the doctors want me on another pill
but no one seems to understand what that does to me
and how hard it is to adjust to something so unreal
Im sorry im an a55 baby
Im soryy im a psycho
Im sorry my emotions are on overload and these are my hard times
but i love you and todat you almost walked out on me
if not for a time out but forever
maybe you do deserve better
and i want you to be happy
i guess all i can say is i love you enough to step aside
(actually thats alie)
so you can lkive happily ever after
and i just got to take part of the ride
but it was your turn to cuddle me
and here i am beingthe drama queen
as every little thing bothers me
stupid
stupid stupid me
im sorry baby
one day i will be there for you
and if not i hope i die
a lonely death with no one at my funeral
but no one would be there anyway
He's losing interest in me
and its killing me
money children job bills work then me
Im last in line but at least i get to wait in line and be a Bi&*(
i feel like a moron
like all the time
hes losing interest in me
sleeping after ge gets what he wants
i think hes almost done then hes done with me
and i can go back to beoing miserable like he seen today
cant keep his eyes open to hear anything i say
its my turn to be cuddled
and of course we had to fight tonight
nothing
nothing
nothing is allright
i know hes mad but he wont admit to it
i hate that about men
i punched my walls i punched my computer screen
i scream inside and talked to myslef laing beside the man whose supposed to marry me
whose soo tired from working all day
and i have to understand i com e in fourth or fifth place even thoug hhe htells me its second
I'm too demanding and he tells e things i like to hear but cant accept
i want to sleep on the couch tonight but then he will just never come over again
stupid
stupid
stupid me
hurt again
because no one
no one no one understands
the crazy complex cookie i am
alone i am in this stupid world i no longer care to be in
love is starting to stab again
everything takes forever to happen
but souhnds soo sweet
but when you get there its just another comlication
and its all been drained anyway soo whats the use
i hate me i hat e me i hate me
im abusive and cold and rude
i cry my tears but so what
so frickin what
its hus turn ti cuddlke but hes already passed out
when i say hes noit listebibg his head goes to the sky
like im some burden which i knowe i am
and i want him to live a hppay life
so why doesny he just pas sme by
kiss me just at least one last time
kiss me at l;east one last time
for the love i felt i cant replace
i love him and it hurts today
even the cat takes his side
she runs away from me
and together they laugh
sure the doctors want me on another pill
but no one seems to understand what that does to me
and how hard it is to adjust to something so unreal
Im sorry im an a55 baby
Im soryy im a psycho
Im sorry my emotions are on overload and these are my hard times
but i love you and todat you almost walked out on me
if not for a time out but forever
maybe you do deserve better
and i want you to be happy
i guess all i can say is i love you enough to step aside
(actually thats alie)
so you can lkive happily ever after
and i just got to take part of the ride
but it was your turn to cuddle me
and here i am beingthe drama queen
as every little thing bothers me
stupid
stupid stupid me
im sorry baby
one day i will be there for you
and if not i hope i die
a lonely death with no one at my funeral
but no one would be there anyway
He's losing interest in me
and its killing me
money children job bills work then me
Im last in line but at least i get to wait in line and be a Bi&*(
i feel like a moron
like all the time
hes losing interest in me
sleeping after ge gets what he wants
i think hes almost done then hes done with me
and i can go back to beoing miserable like he seen today
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