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My heart is painted black

I let you in,
You knew my past.
You said i could trust you,
Then you broke my heart.

You abused my trust,
When you knew i was weak.
Everything i build up to,
You took away in just one week.

I wanted you,
And you knew to well.
I promised not to fall,
But oh i fell.

I fell so fast,
Faster than i thought possible.
I am hurting real bad,
And you are responsible.

Does that make you happy,
To hear me say it.
I opened up,
And know i will pay it.

All that i do,
All that i have done.
For others to help them,
And a thanks i get none.

Why do i deserve this,
What am i doing wrong.
I just want to be happy,
But the road is just too long.

I take one step forward,
Then stumble ten steps back.
I want to trust in men,
But my hearts now painted black.

Copyright 2008 Natalie Rawlings

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