HONEY/MOMMY I GOT SOMETHING TO SAY (for my mommy and partner)
You have hatred
I am not one for this
Possibly bad, but ok i admit i did alittle, but as a God fearing person i hate this
This feeling is sickening me
I feel partly in the wrong, but i am not
Only because your asking me of things you want, but with no answer to what that may be
Except how can i, You're Never here, when you're back its hello and your in bed
You don't come near me, nor kiss me, or even call me sweetheart no more
I don't hate as almost 4 years, its what you put me through i mostly hate
God forgive us all
Like i say so myself that society has told us revenge is the best way forward
I know its never good
If you fight fire with fire
The flame grows
So why give in when you could still be friends
Ok not friends, but just not hate eachother to cause yourself sins
If you fight fire with fire you just get burned
I thank my family and friends, but what i don't get is you never called me to tell me you were not coming home
You said you do not care
So don't leave me hanging then
Better if we both walk away
Than to keep this thing in our hearts with many problems to sort which will turn the hatred on
I wouldn't say i hate yet i think it can be a possibility and i don't want it to
So i hope we get this resolved
Mostly i thank those who responded to my last poem their advice inspired me so much
THANK YOU!!!