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 A New Woman

YOU WILL NEVER FIND ANOTHER FOOL LIKE ME


I got a little tired of all your lying and playing games.
My mind, my soul esspecially my heart were all under your spell.
Looking at the phone seeing all these pics N stuff.
Everything to me seemed a lie, but you had something to convince me the truth and all seemed as it was not.
Such a stupid, stupid, stupid girl i was and always shall be.
I call you and you say
Workin, workin and again and again.
Or you at bros n stuff.

Then i hang at my cousins' n me sis then you getting angry all the time.
Jealous while pretending that you're not at all.
As i can see it through your eyes.
I was with you when you had nothing at all
Now the time you began to get things you began treating me like dirt.
Saying the most disgusting things i forgave n forgave.
Then i contintued to tell myself i gotta make it work n work.
Until this day you flipped the script.

I was sick and sick
Continued to tell me a lie and called me a liar for my illness'.
Your not even with me half the time.
Treating me like sweet honey
You spoke and breathed that way
Then you began to front when you got friends you decided to throw everything in my face
While acting like i was worthless that i was foul
I was hopeless as a wife
So now you're indefinate you cannot walk away
Coz you know it

You do know that no woman
Will cope like i did
I am a fool
You'll never find a fool like me
Blown up my mind
Cried the hell out of my heart, soul and mind
You wanted a chance everytime i wanted to walk away
You had no stay then...
You begged me like hell treated me and all else like open flower buds
Must think your really clever
I'll make sure i have the last words
The last bit of luck shall be mine

You will think n think i am such a fool
Wait until i tell the police everything i know
You shall be out of here so fast, faster then you can imagine to even remember what it looks like
Then all you can blame is the roles you took on you couldn't be too convincing
Coz now i know the truth
So pardon my tone
Our love was a joke
How can you be so low

The lowest of the low
The lies
Why is it not right
You do not feel the pain
The guilt if felt you'd fixed it by now and loved me enough to say goodbye

You do or you don't
You will or you won't
You keep putting it all off
Lie after lie
Your excuses
Well they just been used again and again
For now you're unbelievable

You can
Or you cannot
Be a man
Except i gave you
The chances of a lifetime
You cannot be a man
No way

I am a good girl you say i do not deserve you
The script is flipped
Take it inside out
Its me who is hurting
You and your fellas they just be laughing
I cannot believe the things i did
It never was enough for you
You now say you love me
I know love and hate
I aint the fool i was
It aint gonna be me
Who won't have the last laugh








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