When i gotta sleep i keep thinking.
Then my heart bleeds and i cry.
My heart so full of trapped emotions undrained.
Then i end up banging my heart on a piece of tin.
Like it got stuck to it and thrown away, remained bleeding and not beating.
Like i am dead inside.
As one love fails i am so scared all the rest will, as he promised it shall be forever and ever.
Now i may not be able to love again.
Its only God, my family and friends keeping my alive.
I want to thank these people from my heart.