Absent Minded

I am Satan's bride

do you think he will fall for me?
do you think he will take me back up to heaven
to make my life the fairytale of love
so i can figure out all the meatphors
to be crucified on my honeymoon dear love?

i know nothing to lose is nothing to be

do you think he will take me to earth
and show me all the dreams i have he can take away
while everyone lives them and rubs them in my face?
do you think he will love loving me
and hating me forever
the new toy i am
whatever i am
no different than you i am to him
so i dont care anyway

will i be the king of hell
only to help jesus escape
be blamed and then have to repay everyones suffering one life ata time
until i cry enough it turns him on
am i good enough for the devil
do you remember what i am?
do you remember what i want?

i know what i was told to say
i know what you want and he wants
but im just a broken toy playing a sick game
with no happy ending
you must be proud

do you think he will fall out of love and spread disease because of me
do you think he loves me enough to put me att he centre of conspiracy and war
and show me the love he understands
so one day yopu can get even
was that your plan?
and here i am the middle man
hel;ping two ancient lovers get back together
well have fun at the wishing well
i know i sure like how the water tastes

i know who i am there is nothing left to guess
my dreams make sense
i am the bride of the devil
to bribe him to come back to heaven
so god could get even
or something just as dumb

would he take me to space
and keep me locked in a cell
should i describe the spaceship i know soo well
would he call himslef space ace
my dear valebntine
would we run from a world only to find
we had to go back
so they could all kill me one more time
as i play the game of suicide and keeping him my god alive
away from the likes of you
so who am i?
satans bride
yours and his dream come true
my worst nightmare
i live it
if only you knew

but you oughtta know why you bear what cross
you oughtta know hgow i ended up the gullible god
you oughtta know how and why my dreams are soo cynical and twisted
you should take a glimpse into this tortured soul and realise
heaven was just another place i was greased with beautiful prose and love letters of
thew matrimony of perfected synchronistic experiences

so one day im going to crawl under my rock
a purgatory you can all look in
and say hey isnt he hot
with a warning sign of dont coo the bride
and i will soit there in this purgatory
on the wrong side of the glass and cry and cry and cry
and wonder why oh why
why would god create me
satans bride
and why am i sitting in this zoo alone
just like last tiome
to make everybody else smile?

one day i'll figure out
how to get what i want
how to make god and satan pay for the hell i go through
how to make mankind suffer for the lengths they have gone to
one day i will see through all the veils that make me cry
i will discover what i need to do and say
to turn this world upside down to look miserable when inside i wnat to smile
one day i will
i will figure out the joke i am
to always be miserable
stuck in the mioddle to rescue all of you
it might take me awhile
and you might be trying to help me out

one wants the worst for all of you and him have the glory
i just want to get even and i have to play this stupid game
and the other is making it harder for me to forgive everybody soo sorry
so im the most important pawn in ur stupid holy war
planning to fail with my smile
wishing to screw you all over
but its not nearly as simple to get what i want
because no one ever freakin asked me that before
where i really got my happy ending
so why bother

Im satans bride
im starting not to mind
its just too bad hes ugly
and god is on his side


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