The Best Kept Secrets of a mother, wife and friend
Confused love
Lost and alone rolling in my sorrow. Dismayed thoughts delayed in pause till tomorrow. Suicidal thoughts flow through my heart hopes for a rekindling love still tearing me apart why? My very presence to you leaves your heart dismembered I wonder is loving me is something you even want to remember. How did we end up here and why I don't understand how two people such has us who where once in love now do nothing but collide. Every step is as bad as the first. First walking, now running not into your arms but to your heart. The passion that once had us entwined now is what causes us to divide. I am truly alone in this battle coming home every night is like the slaughter house to cattle. All I want is to be loved not for who I may be one day I need my love now not later and not delayed love me for who I am in this moment be the man I love the one that was heaven sent. I miss my friend and companion, blind and lost in a room o light but if I have you and your love beside me I will always put up a fight.
