You appologised a trillion times
I forgave them all
You walked on me like they do to clay
Then they use it
You used me like a doormat
You had me leaving my life behind
Then got the nerve to say i didn't do a thing for you
I do not do nothing you say
If i forgive you?
What will it leave for me
I forgave a trillion times
The anger you make come out
You keep the wind up
On a clock when the wind up is over it rings
Then you're shaking until your eyes open
And thank God my eyes did
What i want right now is not to be near you
You're only saying sorry because its the blessed month
Is it for Real?
You never said anything, but sorry
You could make it sound more real
Even though i still won't believe it, but you could have made more effort, but you never do
You could have said "I never meant to make you cry, i'll appologise a trillion times.
Make you do whatever you want, give you whatever you need and not say bad things to you?"
You may well say it one day like you made those broken promises promises, looking around for you, different numbers and numbers...
You're lost in a pile of snow
Like a stone in the heap
I may never find you
I go insane...
You never kept me at ease or cared, i'm so happy with my mama!
Without dreading about you, your needs as well as my own and my family then what i shall do with myself to stop you talking behind my back.
