And so I cry, as I sit here,
Tears slipping down my face…
With this woozy feeling all over me,
But the salt cascading is all I taste.
My pain, my pain, oh God my pain,
It driving me to despair!
Sometimes I wonder if my God…
Ever, at all, does care?
But then I tell myself don't be daft!
Of course He cares, so very much!
For tis at times like this, that He is here,
Carrying me through, for He is my crutch!
But the tears now slipping down my face,
Make me feel ashamed of my weak self!
For when I see the tears of the children who weep,
I acknowledge that I have such wealth!
Wealth of an unconditional love,
From a man so good and fine…
I believe sent from my God above,
To help me through for the rest of all time!
He brought him into my life a moon ago,
Just as my health spiralled down low,
And had it not been for my Rich, I tell it true;
Shamelessly, I would have let my life go!
For I can no longer carry me alone,
Because now, alone I am not as strong…
As I once was, I am no more…
I am weary of this pain road, that's so long!
My load is heavy and fraught with fear,
And a pain that I live with that's so out of sight,
My life for a long time has been spent…
Crying alone in the dark of night.
But then one day into my life he walked,
This wonderful man sent to me from God,
To help me and carry me, and share my pain,
As I wade through this life with a knackered bod!
I guess I got to the stage where I was a moon ago,
And God saw my shoulders sag low…
Knowing that it was now too much for me…
And knowing the road I was about to go.
So into my life He led my Rich,
To support me, love me and hold me tight,
And rub away and try and ease my pain,
Even in the dark of night!
And this man of mine, oh I love him so,
So each night I thank my God above,
For allowing someone to help me now…
And for sending me all of this love!
For at the end of the day;
God IS a good God!
I just forget that at times…
But my memory always kicks in -
In the end!