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HOW I GET OUT OF THIS BLACK HOLE


You promised me the world
It was a lie
Do you know they hurt
How would you like it
You would hate it would you not?

Caught up web circles
Confusion was nothing i didn't know
I knew i'd be laying upon my bed
Thinking of my heart ache
How i could get out of this pain
This hole so dark and so disgusting

The tears so acidic
They're burning
So much confusion
I am drowning
I am bleeding
I am left to drown in the flood
Nobody cares
If you really cried and loved me
Would you do this to me

Why tell one lie after another
Even in the blessed month
Others blamed Satan
When its chained in the Holy month
So its you all on your own

So you will be this way
Time after time
I knew this day would come to life
I'd realize
I'd discovered the signs from my prayer
I asked for the signs
Here they are
You never came back

Now you spill the beans
They're hard and solid
I cannot sleep
I want you gone
I don't want the dowrt
Just never wanna see you again and ask yourself why

Its your fault
Leaving me months without a thing
Not even a call
Not even a letter
Or even a text
Its so much cheaper

People travel there and back a small message wouldn't kill you
So now i am not weak i will end this right now
I CAN SAY THIS IN A POEM
I CANNOT SAY IT TO YOU
YOU MAKE ME CONFUSED
CAUGHT UP ON CIRCLES OF CONFUSION
YOU KNOW HOW TO PLAY YOUR CARDS RIGHT
THIS TIME THE TRUTH OF THE BIGAMY IS OUT
I WILL FORGIVE
I CANNOT FORGET
ITS HER YOU WANT
SO WHY ARE YOU HERE
YOUR HERE TO PLAY GAMES
YOU PLAYED WITH ME
SO NOW YOU WILL NEVER PLAY AGAIN








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