Absent Minded
Designer Hell
this is my hell
a world where you barter and trade
pieces of hell
there are going to be 23 different themes
and endless possibilities
and me the man in the middle
who now knows if i never suffered this designer hell
you would never know who i am
and then you wouldnt want to go back to the cursed dream to try to cure me
and that is still a piece of my hell
my heaven you would never understand
They design torture
they call them movies
a scenario to place a victom in the middle of
and then carry it out
as all the players strive to survive
but those placing bets on the lives of the under or top dogs
are not necisarily kings of this game
sure there is war
a simple hell
there are mental hospitals
and conspiaracies
a newer form of hell
and there are satellites where they can hold you hostage secretly
watch you from a distance
and sing to you subtly such vulgar death threats you can only try to not take seriously
everyone has a story
but whose hell i sthis world anyway?
every other hell ive ever seen has usually been small
like a purgatory
or contains a few simple rules
but this hell
my hell
this game of screw your neighbor
and then pass the buck
of creating nightmares for others to live through
is too big of a hell for anyman no matter who or what
there is apiece of heaven in all things created
a part of a miracle or dream
and as the truth comes to find me
you find how you have been blackmailed
by gods and are living a designer hell you do not and cannot comprehend
when things would be better if people would start listening
scenario after scenario
and somehow who is always in the middle
you wanted to be a hero
but thats just another word for serial killer
glorified serial killer if you ask me
If god never had earth as his designer hell
where we barter and trade in death
and ignorantly ask why the world is this way
when he steps into the spotlight
and explains everything you might come to understand the choices
the previous generation has made
if earth wasnt gods designer hell
and we are all criminals in a sense tormenting a god
his only way out is to become the victom
so everyone will know who he is
thus giving many people their dream come true
of defeating him or her in whatever way they wish
and thus starting the game of being blackmailed by god
If i stay the man in the middle and suffer silently
no one will know who i am how or why
if i dont suffer at all the devil fails and the designer hell is a fake
trading nightmares for one another to live out
and this is life our game
looking for the next victom to put in the middle
such a shame
If i never want you to realise who is god
he will never suffer in his designer hell
and you will never know his name to start the revelations of why Jesus came
and there will come a day
when you will see what jesus showed you by being crucified
is nothing in comparison
than watching your own child massacred in your own designer hell
as big as this world
because here you are still the god that failed
and one day when the devil cries
will you believe his lies
the sad truth he himself doesnt realise he speaks
or will you come back to your dream come true of gods designer hell
where he points out to you
you might want to consider just whose side your on
take it all out on someone else
i gave you life and blessings
and things to come in afterlife and dreams
if you think for a second your devil or antichrist
is more of a threat than me
remember this is my designer hell
this is my birthday
where i am reborn to find the truth of my identity
and i am everything you said i was
i am all the things you are capable of
i just have different times and places to carry out your nightmares
you consider me living to be your dreams
a world where you barter and trade
pieces of hell
there are going to be 23 different themes
and endless possibilities
and me the man in the middle
who now knows if i never suffered this designer hell
you would never know who i am
and then you wouldnt want to go back to the cursed dream to try to cure me
and that is still a piece of my hell
my heaven you would never understand
They design torture
they call them movies
a scenario to place a victom in the middle of
and then carry it out
as all the players strive to survive
but those placing bets on the lives of the under or top dogs
are not necisarily kings of this game
sure there is war
a simple hell
there are mental hospitals
and conspiaracies
a newer form of hell
and there are satellites where they can hold you hostage secretly
watch you from a distance
and sing to you subtly such vulgar death threats you can only try to not take seriously
everyone has a story
but whose hell i sthis world anyway?
every other hell ive ever seen has usually been small
like a purgatory
or contains a few simple rules
but this hell
my hell
this game of screw your neighbor
and then pass the buck
of creating nightmares for others to live through
is too big of a hell for anyman no matter who or what
there is apiece of heaven in all things created
a part of a miracle or dream
and as the truth comes to find me
you find how you have been blackmailed
by gods and are living a designer hell you do not and cannot comprehend
when things would be better if people would start listening
scenario after scenario
and somehow who is always in the middle
you wanted to be a hero
but thats just another word for serial killer
glorified serial killer if you ask me
If god never had earth as his designer hell
where we barter and trade in death
and ignorantly ask why the world is this way
when he steps into the spotlight
and explains everything you might come to understand the choices
the previous generation has made
if earth wasnt gods designer hell
and we are all criminals in a sense tormenting a god
his only way out is to become the victom
so everyone will know who he is
thus giving many people their dream come true
of defeating him or her in whatever way they wish
and thus starting the game of being blackmailed by god
If i stay the man in the middle and suffer silently
no one will know who i am how or why
if i dont suffer at all the devil fails and the designer hell is a fake
trading nightmares for one another to live out
and this is life our game
looking for the next victom to put in the middle
such a shame
If i never want you to realise who is god
he will never suffer in his designer hell
and you will never know his name to start the revelations of why Jesus came
and there will come a day
when you will see what jesus showed you by being crucified
is nothing in comparison
than watching your own child massacred in your own designer hell
as big as this world
because here you are still the god that failed
and one day when the devil cries
will you believe his lies
the sad truth he himself doesnt realise he speaks
or will you come back to your dream come true of gods designer hell
where he points out to you
you might want to consider just whose side your on
take it all out on someone else
i gave you life and blessings
and things to come in afterlife and dreams
if you think for a second your devil or antichrist
is more of a threat than me
remember this is my designer hell
this is my birthday
where i am reborn to find the truth of my identity
and i am everything you said i was
i am all the things you are capable of
i just have different times and places to carry out your nightmares
you consider me living to be your dreams
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