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 A New Woman

Advantages of what i didn't see or believe


written at 21 years old 2007

I never believed
What i could not see
Now i know
My feelings
Were confused
With the truth
That you were planning
This inventory
This evil plan
To dismiss thee
When you take the passport to victory
Its like you were floating along
I was floating and couldn't see i was falling
I didn't mind
As i loved, but didn't know what i didn't see
Until now your role is over
You are out of character
Out of perfect lines of the script
That was planned by your professional
Spokesmen
Who don't know they're falling for punishment in hell
I been through so much pain
I was so young and vulnerable my daddy only died 7 years before this happened to me as i was only
17 when you came along
I was still a teenager
Still with a floating mind
Still believed that if i was a good wife you'd be a dream come true
Except you just took advantage of my sweet sweet heart
It was smothered in Honey and jam and you bit it so hard and took every chew out of me that you could
You spat bits of me out on the floor
I am way too nice
I hate that about me when ignorant people take control of me
I was once so defensive i just couldn't stand what i was becoming
Afraid I'd lose what i loved so much
I loved my heart as shining real Gold
I didn't want it to be brassed and rusty
I wanted to shine like Gold
I wanted it strong and healthy, sweet and unsought
You took advantage of me because i didn't believe in what i couldn't see
Though it was inside
Its like you were a mind reader and telekinetic
You grabbed my heart like hypnotism
Kept it that way until it shattered and lost all hope










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