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The bag  and the fire (you nearly killed me)


You're a violent person
Forcefull against what we do not want
If one says one thing
You suffocate them
Did you ever see we were just children
At that time
We just said a few things
Why'd you almost kill me
The black bag full of clothes you suffocated me
I was crying in much pain
I never felt before
Like an asthma attack, or a game when we hold our breath
Only i could not get the air back to my lungs screaming
Begging
Crying
Giving up on hope
GOD BLESS YOU Mom who very forcefully tried to pull me away through her tears
Her screams and what did God say to do to the mom and how your soul is at moms feet
How mine is at hers too
Had you ever learned from this last time
You almost killed me i can never ever forget, but somehow Thank God i forgave you
So close to me
How could you ever think of doing this
Do you treat your kids violently
Most of them are very defensive, rude, ignorant and i keep trying to give them enough love...
Enough love to make them see love is more powerful than this hatred you fill them with
You cannot force me to do anything
How can you ever be this way
Then your children, i could imagine you'd feel the way mom did when you NEARLY KILLED ME AT 14 years old
When you burned me at 6 years old
You're not in anyway connected to me
If you ever were you wouldn't be this way
Right?
If you are this way to family this is sick and i could pray you get banged up
I could tell the police
I wish i had done now
Except who were you, who are you now
Plastic surgery been a big help
Nobody will know
I sill remember those burns on my bottom, the scars faded with prayer
You burned me on the gas fires and my brother too
I forgave you for this too, My mommy and daddy did...
As he was STILL ALIVE WHEN THIS HAPPENED
THANK GOD HE WAS DEAD WHEN YOU NEARLY KILLED ME AT 14
OR YOU WOULD HAVE GIVEN HIM THE HEART ATTACK
i still am traumatized though
Thanks to you
My life has been a disastor
So bad and horrible
How can one person turn you against so much
I cannot forget
I forget most things
Just not the bag or the fire

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