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 A New Woman

Looking outside Looking inside


( this is on behalf of a person i knew it was written a long time ago)

You don't know what its like to feel left out
You don't know what its like for your friendship to break from all the rumours
You don't know how it feels to be left alone when your best friend doesn't trust you anymore
Just because you swore to death you didn't betray
Then they say
I knew i shouldn't have trusted your dark evil face
You don't know what its like to feel left out
Or what its like to be discriminated against
Being your own best friend

Outside
Looking inside your heart
You look at everyone else
Preparing your seconds for waterworks

If you ever looked inside my heart
You'd see i am a good girl at heart
You'd see i am better than most of them girls
You only look from the outside
Its never looking inside like i did

I loved you behind your mask
You didn't need to change for me

You don't know what its like
If only i could make you turn around
TURN AROUND
AND SEE ME CRYING
There is so much i need to say to you
Only one reason for you to know

You don't know what its like to be lonely
You can't even sit alone
Without a bug coming to eat at your shoes
Or land on your nose
Or go up your nose
Or through your ear through the other end
Finding ways to annoy you
Or pester you in anyway
I can't believe you fell for their lies

Read my mind
You'd see
How hurt i am
Feel my heart
You'd see my soul is blue
Tender and lost a friend

To this day
I can never forget the pain
Our friendship shortlived
Except i don't know if we'd be to this day
Or would we have gone separate ways anyway?
I often sometimes wonder if ever...
This is  painful journey back to my past to rewrite this...
Writing this original hard core poem about you
Then i have to say how i feel right now too
My hands shaking, numb and fidgety so hard to type right.

You'll never know how it feels







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