Can't take the way you mistreated me
God knows i gave it all i have
God knows i have shown enough patience
God knows and only he knows...
Everything i coped with
Here you go trying to pull the wool over my eyes
Over and over again
Your clever Rattle snake
Draws its poisonous bites into everyone
Its wrong what you're doing
God doesn't like it
How can you live hurting me and mistreating me
Your family don't want you, well its tough luck to come and hurt me again
I can never let you touch me again
Can't take the way you mistreated me
It's such a shame, but I'm leaving
You'll be needing me, but its tough luck
Its too bad you had to take advantage of a sweet loving girl like me
So young and vulnerable, sensitive and caring
You took it all for you
Never did you care for me
All the life we made its down the toilet
From all your selfishness
Your arrogance, your pride and everything
Its so wrong you have all these things
Nobody can see how selfish you are, then here you go refusing to believe the truth
So you try to make me guilty and try to put the blame on me
Well sorry if you're ashamed of yourself
The path you chose was like almost to run alone
£100 for the hours was not enough, but you never defended yourself
Or even let me, coz you want to be the man, but you don't act upon it
You didn't want to care for me
I am a sick woman i cannot take the way you mistreated me
Having to carry on with all my illnesses i am sorry there is not a chance
I know you will never look after me
Then you call my mother a bad mother
Saying she will throw me out the street
You say i will leave her
Just because you left your family
All of them even a sick father alone that don't mean i will leave my mother
Here with me you had a home a soul worth living
You blew it by taking a risk in trying to pull the wool over my eyes
I was blind a while, but now God gave me back my vision
The nights I waited up for you and you lie and say i am no good
Who would wait until 5 am just to open you the door coz you're travelling even if i hated you i still waited
Promises you made about changing and coming through
Even yesterday i heard everything then today i hear something else
Then you call her mental, lost her mind and expect me to stay with you
You're the liar, why would a mother who loves her daughter and her hubby say this
She loves us i hear things you say then you say it wasn't said
So much time you wasted in making me believe then the truth comes to crush my heart
That's why I need to replace you to my single life where i can be free
Call me a user when all you do is use and abuse me
People make mistakes i've forgiven so many, accepted too many of your faults, if i have some i know i do they're use against me for years to come
Yours are forgotten so badly
You'll never find somebody like me as you say, i don't know there are millions and if you never find somebody like me you won't make me come running back with guilt and regret
Its too, too bad
You can never change my mind
The time of essence i'd rather spend it alone, love has hurt me too bad, i need to replace you
God is with me
He is protecting me
Making me strong enough to walk out of this abusing thing before i have my kids and don't want them to lose their daddy then i live a lie
I cannot live a lie
You'll be needing me, but too bad
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