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IT SEEMED TO BE PERFECT (At this moment in time)


It seemed to be like the perfect thing for you and me
Like i thought i knew you
I didn't
Its just
The trust
Made me believe
I really knew you
So it made it seem like the perfect thing

Facts in our lives can never
Change
So ironic you're what they all pictured you to be
This perfect romance that I created in my mind

How silly can a girl become
How foolish can any human
Coming to this point
From my side
You will never understand
How much i get called stupid

This perfect romance that I created in my mind
To make my soul believe in a mate
To make my heart believe in such love
Is it real
Or ever true
I still won't and cannot stop believing
I will never stop
Its nice to know somebody will have me believing
That they are the best person i can ever meet
I hope it will be dramatic irony that they will be how i picture them to be
If i ever live a thousand lives i will never change how i picture it to be

Yet I find myself in a less than perfect circumstance
Like my vision will never have its chance

Hardly knew you, but i prepared to take the risks
The situation i knew, but never believed
I forgot their is such thing as talented actors off screen too
They just don't get noticed
So they decide they can play with us instead
Get all they want and need
Be tight fisted sods
Treating us like the scum of the earth

Aint it funny now I still believe, but never want to love a man again
So scared
With my tears hurting my eyes that he may betray my heart again
Shatter it to pieces that can never be mended again
I pushed you far far away yet you never came back
You never apologized for your bad
You got me believing i was in the wrong
I wanted you to love me
I was such a fool saying sorry when i never had to
I was an idiot
I deserved everything that happened
I let it happen to me
I could have
I should have defended
My heart
My soul with my mind navigating the words to come out just right
Still aint it funny how i can never deny that i don't believe though i still believe
The soul mate exists
GOD HELP ME



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