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Will not pack it in


You don't even know who I am.
You wish you ever did.
Why should you?
You never took the time...
For me

Nor now
Nor then
Nor ever
Nor will you want to

Watching every single scene in slow motion.
I know this will never work out at all.
So why are you still here; for the sake of your uncle.

I don't care

I know that I won't stop until you've got me.

You fooled me over thrice.
Then again you cannot.
I know the truth now.
Before i was the stupidest girl that ever lived in anyones arms.
As i feel like that.

I don't even know the place that you lived.
You refuse to show your family to me.
If its not now then when?
Before was not then now before means not now.
Its coming to a point meaning not ever.

I don't care who your wife is.
Its so silly you never told this until the ring clasped us both.
To us its bigamy to do with the lies.
Our relgion lets you have two, but then it never says cheat on one its ok.
It never is.

I can feel your heart.
The heart never lies.
I don't understand i am getting bad vibes now.
I think that i'm obsessed with getting rid of you.
You're breaking my heart everyday.
Making me more sick than ever.
I am stressed and i shouldn't be.
I can't stand the pain in my head from my epilepsy.
You make me worse everyday.

You said i am not a girl
Then why'd you not make me the woman of your dreams
Told her and got this over with.

Why'd you leave it all until it was on the rocks.
Now you feel you don't have to do a damn thing.
Just leave it and hope i am so silly to fall into a mouse trap, get my hair wrapped round your fingers.

Every single thing you do it just aint enough.
No i am not greedy nor selfish.
I can't stand the arguments i am sick of the lies.
Every time I look at you...
I become a slave for your heart
I become my own prisonor.
You drive me crazy.
What can i ever do
To escape
To get a little further away from you
I'm already at the bottom of the sea
You're still paddling at the top gracefully...
I know i will not stop until i've got away...
I will not let you play me like you once did.

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