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You wonder why i am leaving you
You think i am just a cry baby Without a reason to cry I am only a human made by God Of course things will hurt my heart Even more because of my sensitivity I live in a constant sky of emotion Evaporating my tears and forming Hundreds and millions of black clouds I am a storm of emotions A wreck of isolation and paranoia You said you'll stick by me Through the worst of the worst Through my health and my sickness Doesn't seem like you followed through Pulling the wool over my eyes I admit to be a little pushover, but i was only trying to love you I never said you could hurt me Or beat me Or even break my heart Nor did God You are supposed to support me even if i earn an income God said you had to and i will help you if you needed it, but you cannot leave me when i am in need God knows what it is with you You say the most silliest things that are not necessary What you're doing is dangerous to my heart To my feelings and to who i am I am going insane I have no feelings for you People think i am, but i tell the truth to not living a lie, but its like my friends If they were liars and cheaters i never looked back This is what i am doing They say why cry if you do not care The crying is the anger of why you left me, what did i do to deserve all of this afterall i given to you and you throw it all back into my face I know i shouldn't think or feel this way God will deal with you You pushed me out of your life when i wanted in Nothing was wrong It was you who kept messing things up Then you got me back, you won me back before So why not anymore All this time, you've been telling me lies Filled up to the sea Each little wave and glass of water is a lie I cannot believe anything else, even if you admit one thing i may never believe it Who's to blame I don't want to say you, but it is you Your lies are hidden in wrinkles and grey hairs only i know to see Hidden in stutters and excuses only i know are untrue Turning your back on me when i needed you the most It was your choice to let me down It was your choice Your choice Now you want back I cannot open my heart The place is broken Where on earth will you stay Its shattered glass, constantly leaking and bleeding soaring red pain You will never know even if i did let you in I will be living a lie now You pushed me out when i wanted in Now i am closed So is my mind, my soul and my heart May God forgive me Vote for this poem
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