Have I lied when i was seventeen?
It felt right at the start
More reasons than one to leave
Wasn't the best decision of my life
Now i want out of what i am
No longer part of my identity
Saying it wasn't said
It was said now you say forbidden
Trying to pull the wool over my eyes
Confusion was my enemy
You cannot compete with me no longer
I didn't lie when i was seventeen
The reasons were clearly more than one
You need more than one reason to go down an aisle
My reasons were all fine
Except now the decisions are all wrong
I want to go back to my old life
If there was real love there shall come respect
Why does my pain always rain on my heart
Nobody's heart tells a lie
So why'd i feel unloved and uncared for
It was all ok
You left and my cloud rained allover me
So i got every right to be unchained from your wrist if i no longer want you to be here with me
You watched it all rain on me
You couldn't stand to stick around a woman in sickness
Well she can't always be in health
I would have stuck around for you
Then you left me all alone
Tears running constantly
Why'd you have to leave me
Crying like a baby
I never thought you leave me
Now you hurt me so bad
I cannot forget
I am so afraid of feeling this pain again
I no longer wish to carry on