So I Fall again (inspired by phantom planet xxx thanx boys)
Even the stunters
They have their moments
The injuries are so unique
Ones we can never experience
Unless we turn pro
I wished
I never let anything
Stand in my way
Let myself get out there
Everyone let me down
Affecting my confidance through all i attempted
Laughing
Talking about me
I heard most of the conversations
It was so hard to hide
I kept hearing echos off the walls
It was agony to find i could no longer go on
I let myself go
Its so late to wish for something like this now
I am older
My confidance and stamina is not how it is
Disability living allowance
Are now paying me
For the problems
From my poor feet
To my constantly painful back
I did suffer before
I may have still gone through
It was my confidance that held me back
The epilepsy did too, coz i had to take the steroids
8 until 11 maybe 14
It made me gain much weight
I could have still done it
People just have a cackle and don't realize how much it affects people
So no wonder Backbiting is worse than murder
Coz you can really ruin a life
I still want this dream
I'll just watch them fly high, spin round, flip and fall
Speeding across the cool ice sed with the blades
The sound of them racing and pacing
It will always be in my heart
My soul will want it
My mind will wish
I WISH I GO TO HEAVEN...
So i can have my dream in the next life
As everything you cannot have here you can have in the next life
I thank God for all i have
Its still wonderful that he gave me writing skills
So i can get everything out of my system
