Abused, bullied, tortued and ripped to pieces by a new daddy...
Father may you R.I.P as mom marries again
I couldn't believe how two faced the man was
He was so kind and sweet to the next minute came evil, disgusting, obnoxious and a selfish man who could never stop screaming, shouting, nagging and swearing
Some people can be so cruel, but this man was the worst doing personal abuse...
Appearing in the room with no knocks and i was no longer a baby girl
I could have been changing.
Now he tries to be nice.
Yeah ok i am a good girl i keep the peace, but deep down inside i can never love him.
I try so hard to forget i try not to feel hatred because its just not me, but its so sick what he done to me...
Well to all of us esspecially that i can't help feeling how i feel.
Its not a nice feeling to feel sick of somebody and you cannot avoid them its so hard when you live in same small city...
The same faces and people now he knows it aint far from the Arena or Don valley...
Now that voice and eyes follow thee, even the smile and jokes i really try hard to swallow, but its so hard.