Always silent never talking
Then you call out to me
I know once inside
I loved you
Its so confusing though
Who would know
My soul lightened up to you
I wasn't really so much in
You reeled me to the very end
I thought the words were genuine and heartfelt
I didn't know you reeled me in
To play tricks and games...
I couldn't lose you, i knew you were shy so i had to ask you
So you could wait for me and i'll marry you
As it would be the only way to be with you
I'd finish my education and you'll be mine for life.
If you ask me now i'd say no, you didn't want me in the first place.
Why'd you change your mind?
I loved you and i was really young, i thought you were special and different.
Apparently not, how could you pretend to like me.
If you did why did you change your mind if it was love like it was portrayed
I would have given everything to you and i got on well with all your family
So that was one thing you didn't have to worry about.
Just because you know some of my family who are never with me
Nor my parents or siblings, it doesn't mean i am like them in any kind of way
We're all individuals, even if you didn't like my family i stand on my own.
Just because i am British you seemed to think i was a bad girl
You narrow minded twisted excuse for a human with any heart at all
We're good girls here, its the same in any other country
Their can be bad girls where you're from
There is good girls too
Every place is the same
So British was used as a silly excuse and i know you loved me so if you will never tell me
I don't care anymore
You can't hurt me no more, i will still be grieving this was very painful and it hurt me so bad
Freeze the pain and i will send it to you like a virus so you can feel it, but i am not like that
Who cares If God decides you should feel it He will be the judge not me
