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Sod It All…What can I say, where do I start? Maybe I should simply tell it from my heart. I've had my up's and downs, like everyone else in this world, The only problem with my life is…the way it has unfurled… Cos this life of mine has been real tough, Many a time I've gone through the rough! Hospitalisation and operations by the score, Oh glory be, can I take any more? I guess I have to, cos I have no choice, So its time to write out my therapy, use my voice! My voice being this computer once again, Staving off insanity, and keeping me sane! I have tried and tried to focus this time, But oh Lordy me, I'm not feeling fine! My life is in the mire; typically once more! Cos I went and opened another damn door! Another damn door thats lead me to hell! So please bear with me, as my tale I will tell! Sod it all, what's the point in that, what will that do? Cos all that is, is letting the negative through! Well ok, I so hide it well, the fear inside me! Terrified doesn't cut it, I'm in hell you see! My head is all over the bloody place! The tears wont stop falling down my face! I can try to hide it as I do, plaster a smile, But hey, its too hard to do after a long while… I tried to think of the terrible, vile things I have done, To justify the happenings that lately have come… Come to torment me, and scare me to death! I am terrified, so terrified that I'll take my last breath! Only I cant do that, on God, no, I can't, cos you see! Leaving my man alone scares the krap out of me! I don't want him alone on this earth all sad, And that's how he'll be, and that makes me mad! So I'm not asking for myself, Lord, you know this is true! I'm begging you to please, let me see this one through! He wont cope alone, I know this to be true, Just as I know, that you know it too! We cant leave him here without my love around him, So this is one fight I will fight tooth and nail to win! Cos I aint going nowhere and leaving him here!!! So let the fight begin, cos I'm running out of fear!! And I'm filling up with anger!!! DAMN IT! DAMN IT! DAMN, DAMN, DAMN IT TO HELL!!!!!! Poetry Ad-Free Upgrades Vote for this poem
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