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HOW I AM FEELING AFTER THIS DIVORCE


It takes 3 months and 10 days
It takes that long for divorce
Under the grounds she may want to go back
She may be pregnant
The religion is right in this way
I lost the dowry, but i don't care
I know he didn't fear his Lord
He broke all the promises he ever promised
He lied and still lied
He's so happy he didn't need to pay this
Even though he owes me and knows i deserve every penny

He don't know how feels to be left out
He don't know how it feels to be thrown away
He don't know how it feels to be burdened in agony
He don't know how it feels to be neglected
He don't know how it feels to be dumpee in your own marriage
He don't know how it feels to be haunted by lies and broken promises
He don't know how i feel inside and out
He don't know agony and how it will ever feel

I couldn't stand the heat
He did this delibretely
He knew i'd walk away
I gave him so many chances
So many times I'd run away
I stayed on the outside looking in hoping
For a little love
I was always neglected now i finally know why
I know why now
You never really loved me anyway
Not God fearing
If you love somebody you chase them like mad
Did you ever see teenage crushes how they chase what they don't know
What they may never have, but they feel they love them


He don't know how feels to be left out
He don't know how it feels to be thrown away
He don't know how it feels to be burdened in agony
He don't know how it feels to be neglected
He don't know how it feels to be dumpee in your own marriage
He don't know how it feels to be haunted by lies and broken promises
He don't know how i feel inside and out
He don't know agony and how it will ever feel

You'll never know me
You don't know anything about me
We got nothing in common
So it didn't work
Now i am glad you're away
I deserved what i didn't get
You took us all for a ride
You said i go down alone
You're in your Grave alone
God is the judge
I hope we can forgive you to enlighten the burden
Of the narrows, the whips and the burns
It didn't work between us
I guess Goodbye finally was a good word to use for now








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