I've always been outside the crowd
Yes it hurt
As i couldn't just walk alone and in peace
I couldn't be my own best friend peacefully
If i had one they'd bully us both
I couldn't be at ease lonely
Had to be pelted with anything
Especially your ignorance and your
Revolting mental evil torture
Verbally and Physically
Yet i still had the heart to forgive you
It did take a while
It is no lie
Something i got over, but as someday i know I will
Its just the hurt more than ever
Or the shock
Maybe from the things I never saw coming
I hope God helps me through this
Helps to really get over this
I gotta get this out of my head
Don't take everything the wrong way
There is a way of explaining to me that i understand
Just i need to understand everything
Everything
Its so hard my life is tumbling tower block of bricks on my head
I hope i forgive it all
Maybe somethings i am not yet over
