Restless as the leaves that flutter gently
Restless as the wind that's wild and free
Restless while the clock is ticking minutes
Wondering what this year will bring to me
Oh weary thoughts do not keep me from slumber
My pillow is tossed as I fight against the clock
Morning arrives so very early
My body always aches with the after-shock
I pace before the window looking outward
To a whole world who seem to have got things sussed
Why is it I am demented and confused again
Why am I in a solitary state and very nonplussed