The phone call
Here is what
I gotta say
Its too late
Now i will say
Tell me the truth
Tell me what is it that you want
What is the truth of what you really need
Is it me or a burgandy red leathered protection in and out of a place
Leaving with no reason clarifying the truth
Was it escape
Or was he really sick
Did you not want me to see
Coz he's so well and fit
Is it a whole lie
Didn't tell her
Didn't want me invading in as you think
I know it i can tell by your tone
The voice means stay out of my life
All the things you said
Backed up by an Imam
Not in defense just to reassure me
Of a little thing in your Country
Mine also, but i was not bought up there
In Britain Women find this a very huge offense
I am not worthless i did so much
Nor helpless and worth something you will never ever know
Stop the show
Now
Stop saying that you love me
Coz you don't
Try to get to my mom coz she likes you
Even after all the nasty things you said about her parenting
To the screams, the shouts and evilness you blew
Then i got back and i couldn't defend her coz i couldn't
Bother with more abuse from you
How you going to act if i got back
If i gave you the sixth chance
It would be double a third time lucky
Well I'm sorry
Stop telling lies
Quit playing games with my heart
You won't care for me or provide me with anything
I need or what i desire
Yet i am giving you every single desire a man can pray and fantasise for
Try to try it with my momma
Thinking now you can pull the wool over our eyes
You're not what we thought you was
The ride you took us for was all joy for you
Agony for us all
Remember who we are
We're the Humaidan's a family you don't mess with
Its a popular and very friendly, very loved family
Think anyone agrees with anything you do
Only who you know
Who apparently are very selfish and horrible people
Full of ignorance invading in when they don't know what goes on
Its my family i cried to every single day
Its my heart who drained all the salty stale tears
Your family wanted nothing to do with us
After all the promises
That i was under their wings
Anything at all we both need
We both are part of them
I was shut out and
I KNEW IT
From day one
I could feel them not caring
I thought it was a little thing
It grew to be bigger and bigger
Until they blew allover me and my family
Sorry boy
Its too late
You left me
REMEMBER
This girl now a woman
Still feels like a baby girl
Crying to her mother and i am glad she is still here
My father may he rest in peace
Glad he didn't have to see his sick daughter
Being dumped in her own marriage
Being abused, beaten
Hurt, humiliated
In so much agony, facing suicide from all her pain
Facing torture to her heart
Glad i didn't have to cry on a sick father all because of you
Tell me now
Why you're playing games with my heart
I don't care i have set myself free
Seventy days
Last Friday its been 8 days now
Another 62 and you'll be gone forever
The law in Britain i shall set myself free there two
Tell me now
Who do you think you are
Why'd you be so evil
Then decide you love me
Decide to start another lie
A love Triangle from the start
I didn't see
Now i am older
So much wiser and stronger
Nobody can invade in my life
Its goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything that could have been ours
Goodbye to everything i knew about you
Bye bye to all that could have been new
Goodbye to which would have been you
Who got all my love
Just a thug heart stealer
A beautiful liar who can play a role forever
Not no more now
I see your just an actor
Playing a supreme role of love
Just its reality
In reality
She don't get the man
She sets herself free
