What am i just about to discover now
You're gone
The burden has left my soul
The agony is not that you're here
Its now because of reason
I keep asking why, why, why
Did you let me down, down, down
From cloud 9 where i thought i'd be
Until death do us part
You watched me fall
Didn't care to catch me
You had a long time to think
Thought it was an ever lasting flame
Of deep understanding, empathy, faith, trust and loyal friendship
I now know i was wrong, wrong and wrong
I can't believe what you done to me
Five times now you've broken my heart
I know if i give you a chance
You'll abuse me
Use me until my last breath
Coz i think all the stress
Will kill me
I'm sorry I couldn't do this
I don't deserve you and you know its true
Why do you think you deserve me
You know all i tried to do
Everything i did manage to do
You deliberately pushed me out
Then want back in
You choose to let me down, down, down
Unless you regret your mistakes
You'll never learn
You never been honest to tell me
That you're so sorry for everything you done
That it was wrong
That you regret this
To tell me i am worthless and good for nothing
Its a huge offence to a woman in this country
I don't know how in the country we both are from
I just being bought up here find it offensive and why not
So you tell them they're worthless and good for nothing
To make them better
It makes me feel sick how they're mistreated
Just to make you feel more satisfied
When nothing is wrong
Can't you just accept them as you chose them
Or as God wrote the destiny
Unless you regret your mistakes you'll never learn