Written at 15 years old
About a boy at school i really, really liked
Shame he never liked me the same Unfortunetely
I was in alot of Agony when he bullied me so i was inspired to write this poem)
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I see you as the lead role, coz in all life me in the back ground
You never notice me, nor in vision nor in sound
While i am not acting i'm really blown away
I can't act around you this good or at all i am really blown over the way
Still working and i'm still just around the extras
At times bored just feeling you in different textures
Still around the extras, Unoticed, unimportant, worth nothing
Only keeping me here is that we're breating the same air and i won't wanna change a thing
I just walk around hoping you'd notice me
I wait and wait and wait and wait and wait until i can't be
Time is evil i don't wanna leave, but i had to knowing you never noticed me and sweet blue eyes why should you
I lay on my bed in aches and pains, laying feeling you in my heart all the way through
My soul laying and in my mind watching and hearing all scenes in slow motion
Feeling the emotion
Growing is my devotion
I dream and drool on every single clip
My pillow drenched, blood from my bitten lip
I don't care coz you give me sweet dreams all the way
With all the little things you do and say
I come along the next time and leave again knowing you had never noticed me
I'm just a minger, a loner and a nobody
I waited and waited to know what i already know about hope
Its never go too high on hope
Coz sometimes things in life are almost worthless
Like you couldn't care less