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Back In Control!!!


I am back in control, steering the helm,
For my ship now has a sail!
No more will I cry and sob,
And no more will I wail!

I have talked to my head and heart this day;
And sternly told myself off; a lot!
Because I really have to admit it!
I think I should be shot!

I looked around at my family,
And saw such fear in them and pain,
I wished that I could take it away,
And make them happy again!

But I couldn't do that you see;
Because I was lost in a sea of tears,
Too sad to notice they were in pain,
For their pain came from my fears!

We all had those same fears you see,
But I didn't realise I was loved so very much,
And it came as a bit of a surprise to me,
I know I have many a crutch!

And the fear in them made me strong,
So I decided the plan was to be;
I would focus and stay determined!
So they would see the fear gone from me!

And that's exactly what I did too!
I lost the fear and grabbed onto my strength!
And got myself through a nightmare time,
When I cried my tears at length!

And now everyone is delighted,
Because Catherine is back on track!
And if I ever slip again!
I've told them all to give me a crack!!

But it won't ever happen again!
Because I won't allow it to occur!
For me to cause such pain in them!
Really, really isn't fair!!!

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