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Control


Control.

Control of my mind

Control of my heart

I want control

But where do I start

 

Lusting after, one night standing/non-demanding

Inadequate,unequal, Notwithstanding

Her

She is the solution to the equation/her persuasion

on my mind's like a new love invasion.

Wasting no time. I retreat to myself

to contemplate my stance/

cuz chances are I may be the only partner in this dance and

What is this feeling?

Lost 'cause

I wanna love like I love once

now like never was.

"I am third eye seeing/future pain releiving

Happiness replacing/Ever reaching

New heights were building

Love unyeilding

contant.........

Progamming the intellect

Like a piece of clay into a mold

I am

transformed/transfixed on happiness

I am, Reborn

Put the past away! I say.

Don't carry no bags to the feast.

Lest you stare at the door of this bountiful

feast of love.

Release!

Those memories/deliver me Oh God

Make this make sense to me.

I feel what I feel

Way down in my soul.

It's real, It's real!

That's why I lose...

Control

Control of my mind

Control of my heart

I want control

But where do I start?

 

Circumstances surround me.

hindering.

surpressing the situation.

Causing stress and frustration.

I am overly focusing, randomly

losing concentration.

On what is the now.

The things I can do.

The things I can say.

The mysteries are unfolding/

solving emptiness each day.

I know I am not perfect.

Far from what I can become.

But the dreams & fantasies

become reality

when we become as one.

Thoughts are racing/Loneliness erasing

thou I understand what may come

the situation I'm facing.

I'm waiting for the drama to end

So that I can play my new role.

But till then I must contain myself.

I must not lose..

Control.

Control of my mind.

Control of my heart.

I want control

But, Where the hell do I start!

 








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