Control
Control.
Control of my mind
Control of my heart
I want control
But where do I start
Lusting after, one night standing/non-demanding
Inadequate,unequal, Notwithstanding
Her
She is the solution to the equation/her persuasion
on my mind's like a new love invasion.
Wasting no time. I retreat to myself
to contemplate my stance/
cuz chances are I may be the only partner in this dance and
What is this feeling?
Lost 'cause
I wanna love like I love once
now like never was.
"I am third eye seeing/future pain releiving
Happiness replacing/Ever reaching
New heights were building
Love unyeilding
contant.........
Progamming the intellect
Like a piece of clay into a mold
I am
transformed/transfixed on happiness
I am, Reborn
Put the past away! I say.
Don't carry no bags to the feast.
Lest you stare at the door of this bountiful
feast of love.
Release!
Those memories/deliver me Oh God
Make this make sense to me.
I feel what I feel
Way down in my soul.
It's real, It's real!
That's why I lose...
Control
Control of my mind
Control of my heart
I want control
But where do I start?
Circumstances surround me.
hindering.
surpressing the situation.
Causing stress and frustration.
I am overly focusing, randomly
losing concentration.
On what is the now.
The things I can do.
The things I can say.
The mysteries are unfolding/
solving emptiness each day.
I know I am not perfect.
Far from what I can become.
But the dreams & fantasies
become reality
when we become as one.
Thoughts are racing/Loneliness erasing
thou I understand what may come
the situation I'm facing.
I'm waiting for the drama to end
So that I can play my new role.
But till then I must contain myself.
I must not lose..
Control.
Control of my mind.
Control of my heart.
I want control
But, Where the hell do I start!
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Control
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