I've had relationships before
And I once loved them it's true~
Only wanted them to love me
The same way as much as love I do~
But as it was not to be
So many other things occupied their mind~
And it never felt to me as two inlove
But as some arrangement then in time~
How I often think how foolish it was
To be and feel the way they did then~
And to date they have not found true love
Most likely never will ag'en~
Me ... i have met the love of my life
And who adores me endlessly as well~
But I sometimes think back in sadness
That the two I knew before inlove never fell~
It's sad to look back and feel this way
When you've been and are a soul who does care~
And at the time gave all of heart and mind
But true love was not given back then and there~
My heart has found it's long searched for home
And no greater two way love could ever be~
But the smallest slice of sadness remains
In the storeroom of my memory~
It does not make life any easier
When little children have been sadened too~
They only ever wanted mum and dad
To be happy and make it through~
I strove so hard back then to do all I could
But the other one the same way do not care~
As much as the one giving of true love
It becomes a weight a heart simply cannot bare~
I now am happier for the very first time
Than I have been in the whole of my life it's so~
But deep in the storerooms of my memory
Remains some sadness that does not want to go~
In the storerooms of my memory
Are sad feelings of the past~
That some failed to fall and know true love
The kind that will always last~