Don't you know its gone to far now
I love you and slit the wrists we are family
When I was 17 years old I got to know you properly and found this can't go on no more!
You seem to keep finding blame you carry on blaming instead of trying to agree that we can change this!
So hard you cling to the past and if only you let it all go and stop saying silly and pathetic things
Coz not all your assuming is right and you should stand corrected, but you don't wanna know
And even if we made a mistake as a human is all we can learn from
Sorrys not good enough
Even if it was nothing
I wish i kept it how it was, but i wanted to be closer to you coz i really love you
You never gave me the chance
It was all about your friends and your social life
Then you go away and i hardly even knew who you was
And i remember all the fights and the makeup breaks
The roomie troubles and i know i was young, but see you're just a person who seems to make me so angry
Can Satan escape you so you stop transferring it to me coz i don't need this hassle in my life
I try to befriend you and look how well that turned out!
If only you never compared me or mistreated me and stop comparing me coz I'm a leader not a follower
LIKE YOU
Seems that you care what they say and tell us how to be, what to do, where to put, what to put on and out and I'm sick of it
I am a person who can be calm to a certain point
So don't see me as one, but you won't ever know as my tears smudge what my heart wants to say...
If the kids were into something at the time I'll not take it in unless i had a genuine interest in whatever was the trend
So i don't understand whats going on
Good times we ever had continue as they return to haunt me
So why are they only existing inside i wish we were OK
I keep telling myself I'll be OK
Cox i really wish if ever we'd ever be friends at all
As a kid i waited, but now i find i still can't be your friend
And its breaking my heart!
Sometimes you don't see all i do, but I'm just trying to collect my reward of deeds
IF ONLY YOU'D LET ME FOR GOODNESS SAKES AND IN PEACE FOR CRYING IT LOUD
Too far to throw it all away
You said you loved me and always will
If you have to leave well i give my farewell as always i hate goodbyes
I could see the last wasn't genuine that you had a grudge holding back
I can't speak from the shame the number burned in my brain, but your forget about it wasn't genuine i still get the bad vibes from you
I don't understand why its only once a blue moon, but you blame it on this and you've done this since from the beginning and we not said a word
So don't try to find every excuse in the world for the sake of God can we just do one genuine and then you say look at me and you're the same
You pick the faults when inside of you too when you shouldn't do that
Forgive and honestly forget this without clinging unto the past if only you'd stop and quit the backbite
Especially the games with people's hearts and minds
Its forbidden to throw away what is a friendship of a lifetime which we will never do i am sure, but so afraid it will become this way
Don't leave me do you think i want this, don't think i can take the pain
This aint what i want
So please may God guide us away from the path of Satan
Case closed
