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 A New Woman

ITS A SHAME, BUT I GOTTA GO GO GO


I just don't belong
Cannot compare to as much as i breathe i long
Just can't compare to how you expect me to be
I just can't compete with the perfect person you want me to be
So much is behind thee
So much is yet to come and so much to be proven that you'd fail to even care to see
I just don't belong there all i can ever be is myself
Look upon my shelf
I aint the woman you expect
So in with new thoughts of what i try to prove and the old ways of error you need to hit eject
All is going wrong
Trapped between doors that won't open i try to be strong
Stress and frustration taking over me and all i ever have is my praying
Your faces disturbing, your too much talking disgracing us to the max and technically kinda over spraying
My hormones madly flying around
All this pain  is killing me, an ocean of wishes and dishes, my hairs turning white at 21 and I'm just not getting along this way so much darkness now round
No sound now surround
My seizures madly erupting my jerky body
Which somebody
Do i have to be
So i got to move out loosening my stress will mean i can better control my illnesses and my anger you bring coz I'm not an angry person so i don't wish to feel this horrible feeling i just cannot stand
So i hope you understand
Please just forgive me and i need you to know i don't hate you and I'll always be there and have your back like i always have and i always will so i hope you understand







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