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Never Existed At All   ღ KKD ღ

Never Existed At All

Tonight was to be my last night here
Tomorrow the first day
of the rest of our life as one

Tomorrow I was not
supposed to do this alone
but against destiny I can not win

When it is over and I awake
it is his face I am to see
and his strength to lean upon

I sit here tonight
with an emptiness never before known
mounting fear of the months ahead

He vowed his love for eternity
He said I'd never be alone
Yet now I am because of him.

To go this alone
I pray I have the strength
that God sees in me

Why in the hidden depths
of this battered heart
do I long for the old to be you

When will it give up and realize
the man I so dearly loved
Never existed at all...

ღ DD ღ

Original by
Donna DeLong Matthews
November 13, 2007

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