I try to talk to you
My thought get jumbled
The pain in my head, my heart;
Slowly buried under this emotional rubble
~So I'm just gonna write
And if you merely read,
You'll see this is me begging for you back;
I'm down on my knees
I blink back tears
For it only shows weakness when I cry
You don't realize what's happening;
I'm dying inside
Yes, you relied on me,
But what was I to do?
I'm only one person,
I can't choose between two
I love you to death
But I feel dead already
Do I fight for a lost cause?
Is my coffin already buried?
I fight for you,
But do you do the same for me?
Have you given up?
Can you simply leave?
You just don't get it;
I DO CARE
Do you even know the feeling?
The pain; You not being there...
I want to be there for you
But you make it so hard;
I don't wanna get involved,
It's not where I belong...
It kills me to know
That I've caused you this pain
If I could go back in time
I'd never do it again
I write these words from my soul
And I hope you realize this as you read
But know nothing hurts me more
Than seeing tears roll down your cheek
Sadly I begin to realize
That things will never truly be the same
I'll know how much I've hurt you
Every time I look in your face
All i can hope for is a second chance,
A new beginning...
Maybe it won't happen
I pray you'll eventually forgive me