(These are not true feelings of mine. I just started putting words together and came up with this.)
No Longer of This World
I am sick and tired; I just want to sleep
The river of life is getting way too deep
I don't have excuses for the way I feel
I cannot tell you; to you it's no big deal
Winter clouds are forming in the sky above
Many tears are falling because I have no love
My heart is breaking; it's being torn in two
It doesn't matter; the way I feel for you
No one understands me; I'm always in the way
No one seems to listen to what I have to say
I'm feeling useless no need to live this life
No one will miss me; I'm turning off the light
Shadows all around me; I cannot hear a sound
People are staring; I'm floating above ground
Feelings of sadness seems to fill the air
I finally notice that people really care
Pray for my family pray for all my friends
Prayers of thanksgiving never seem to end
Why can't I tell them; they do not hear a word
That's when I realize I'm no longer of this world