You still can't help the stare
I notice, but even if you deny you can't keep the lie
Coz you failed to until i left
No wonder you said those words when i made you a piece of my heart for the third time
I don't even know why i said sorry i didn't do nothing wrong
I should have ignored you, but feelings don't just go away
But don't worry coz I'll forget you
Thank God nothing happened for us both to regret this at all
Thank God i have been really good, but i feel sick coz i can be better
I can have better faith and stronger belief like i used to
Its so wrong i felt i betrayed God
But I'll be okay coz he's the most merciful and his love smashes all mankind on earth from those who are gone to those here and those yet to come
I should be better not to just say I'll be forgiven and its OK coz it isn't OK
I feel bad and i will just keep myself to myself its less painful and better for me and my faith
I should keep praying and doing dua coz its the weapon to fight loneliness
Coz i feel so lonely i can't cope, but i don't want to rush anything
I don't want regrets or guilt trips, i just wanna be OK
