It is beautiful when I drift off into a deep sleep
To float freely inside the realm of dreams
To swim the sea of souls,
Or fly alone side the blaest rainbow
To bask in the dark rays of the ever so crimson sun
To rest on the banks of hell or swimming in the rivers blood
To bear witness to all thats grotesque and foul to the eyes
To hear the pleasant bone chilling screams and the tortured souls cries
My dreams were not always so unpleasant as these may seem
Of pitiful things such like love used to cloud and conquer my dreams
Of the times where itd be just her and I
And wed spend an eternity staring into each others eyes
Where all the things were perfect and happy as could be
But now the clouds are gone and clearly I can see
I can see your ugly face all the lies you often told
For the heart of mine is something that you no longer hold
No longer do I envision us lying inside a field of green
Or do I hold that feeling inside that made me truly free
Cured am I of the siness once called love
Coldest heart, blaest soul, an ownership I do claim of
No longer do I wish to feel the touch of her smooth skin
Or have the need to hold her tight and pray this moment never ends
Broken down, and for the better I survive
Not a stranger to the dreames of bludgeoned homicide
So beautiful I admit and thankful I must agree
But no remorse do I feel for beloved memories
Death is a release, and a release is what I gave
Brought it on herself, for her soul she couldnt save