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 A New Woman

Bitter sweet Confession of a loner


Written at 17 years old

I'm a loner
And i don't play games for long
But that aint coz i aint in the social biz
It aint coz i want to be
I just feel
I am meant to be this way
Coz i always have doubts
All these years you been using me when i open my heart
You crawl viciously in
Eating all you can for free
Puking the rest inside my veins
In my blood your evil stench lays there
Eating me away
When i can just divide you
Real friends at the bottom
The friends that are there, but aint always
Are the middle

The ones i just talk to when it suits them
Are at the top

Its bitter sweet melody
But its life
I have to stop me being hurt
Coz its better to have friends than to be a loner
Coz it gets lonely
It becomes dark
Looking at the others bubbly laughs
It makes me cry inside, but i walk on
Anyway

Trying to make the ends meet
There's always a knot between the lines
I can't change, but i love to hang out and have fun
Now i worked it out
I'm ok
I aint a loner, but i was ok when i was one, but i just needed the right friends
I thought of staying a loner, but then i looked at those
I cried inside
So i worked out how to divide my heart
Not to let them all in and crawl like ants
I need space
So i divided them all merrily
Now I'm happy








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