I'm alone
lonely
my mind is blank
empty----
spacious and vacant
lost in translation
of the definition----
of christian faith...
I'm crying
weeping
begging for forgiveness:
unforgiven----
mistakes, full of sin
all the while
drinking the blood----
the blood of Him...
forgiven?
NEVER!----
now I've become,
my own crucifix
screaming and pleading
drip, drip, drop:
my wounds are bleeding----
stinging
longing for healing
and yet----
Denied!
a mere
consequence from Him
a mere
consequence for sin
but I'm only----
His creation
the closest thing,
to mortal perfection
and yet
i go on living----
unforgiven...
