Forgive me Lord for i have sinned,
I no longer believe in you,
But i believe in many things,
I believe you lend me people,
Until i trust in them and love,
Then take them away just like that,
And sit laughing from above.
You leave me all alone,
And watch as i cry,
Grievving over loved ones,
As i attempt to die,
You attend your wars,
Causing harm to your creation,
Giving me the only comfort of my own imagination.
How can you be worshipped and expect your evil to be preached,
Whe you show me that no way no how can heavens gate be reached.
You cause so much mental pain,
As clearly you can see,
I cannot beat nor join you,
I suffer here in defeat.
Let me be your angel,
You need me and you know,
Why take the lives of innocent people,
who obviously don't want to go!
Ihave tried heavens door twice now, and still no reply....