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So Proud


Every time I see you
I may not
I know I don't
Tell you what's in my heart
Fore I know you'll never understand
Too young to allow your mind to conceive
The words true meaning
I look at you
When I get the chance
Which isn't often
To really look at your soul
Baby Bruh
I'm So Proud

I've always tried to protect you
From all that I knew would hurt you
I tried
But
Some things I just couldn't
You had to experience
It's hard to show a young boy
How to be a man
When you're not
There's no surprise
You are that man
When you said you were going to be a father
I became an emotional riot
HOW
WHY
WHO
Then I turned to our father
Our Heavenly Father
I prayed So far I see
What has become the man I always hoped
I tear up when I see you with your little girl & your little boy
Just seeing how much of a Daddy you are
For woman to carry your seeds
You always said your child will look just like you
I see it
I see it
And that's just the ultrasound for one
I'm So Proud

I never had to worry once they were born
At times
I just get teary eyed
At the product of GOD
As well as someone I feel as though I helped
Molding day by day
Year by year
Until I got sick
I truly hated that
Deep in your heart
I know you felt confused
Upset
Hurt
Emotions I can't explain
I really hate you had to be there for it
But still
A man arose
I love you so much
That at times I feel you're my seed
Created with love
But of course chaos
Not only are you a wonderful man
But
Daddy
Anyone can be a father
As my illness worsens
I know it's hard on you
Within it
You become a stronger man
I prayed for your creation
Years before your birth
GOD answers all prayers
You make me so proud
I love you so much
I'm speechless when I talk about you
Not to mention tearful
I'm so proud of you
Baby Bruh

I'm So Proud
I'm So Proud
    So Proud
    So
    So
    Sooooooo...................................







                              8 June 2010
                        
               Dedicated to Brian Warren (My Baby Brother)
                              Daddy to
                    (Jordin Ja'Miah Warren  DOB 7/11/08)
                                  &                      
                    (Jaylen Tyree Warren  DOB 5/15/2009)







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