Don't feel sorry for me
I'd rather suffer
I feel closer to my Lord
I am ill and tested by my Lord
I will never say i wish this never was to be
Or that i hate what i become
Coz i will never curse my Lord
The day i do that is the day i'll call myself an athiest and an uneducated idiot
Which i will never
Coz i'll never go to that length
I don't care what illnesses i have
I will be patient and continue to love my Lord at the fullest
I will pray and i will do dua
I will do as much as i can in my life and bear the aches coz this life is nothing
The next life is the eternal
I don't want to be shown up or humiliated
I want to be a W I N N E R
And i will be
I hope
So please don't feel sorry for me
Don't worry
He is with me
The al-mighty is all i trust
Why have i not been badly damaged like you imagine
Its coz i love Him and i trust Him
He is the most merciful and because i Trust Him
Me and Him are close
