I know you think i'm an idiot
but thats not entirely true
your special to me in everyway
but theres some things i just cannot do
like tell you what it is i'm feeling
or how much i really do care
you're a very special friend to me
and i always want you there
it would hurt if i ever lost you
that pain i just couldnt go through
i'm scared that thats what would happen
if i revealed my secrets to you
i know i act strange when i'm around you
but i cant help the way that i am
i go weak at the knee's when i see you
smiling sweetly back at me on cam
i know i shouldn't be like this
but i cant help the things that you do
your a very special person to me
and my heart goes out to you
these days all i have is just memories
of the little things we used to do
i'll hold each one close for eternity
and i'll always be thinking of you.
winter has almost set in now
another year is close to the end
wishing you could be here somehow
but my pain is not nearing its end
the nights are cold and dark now
with christmas drawing near
but still my heart is saddened
cause your not standing here.
