Isolated in the deep darkness of your pain
I can't seem to pulled back the curtain to see
if any goodness of you remains.
hurtful burdens I carry upon my weak flesh
my mind has been force to live in fear, and
my heart is terrified to confess.
I bow down as you anoint my head with your ungrateful fist
and behind my back my arms you do twist.
I yell out and no-one seems to hear, the sound of my voice
yelling out in fear.
sleepless nights I do have, cause I'm afraid
my fragile broken heart you will stab.
when I close my eyes to finally sleep
your dark shadow over-covers me
your kisses taste like a drunk man unable to stand
and your hand comes slamming down towards my face
in an order of command.
pounding inside of me like a drum leader chief
stealing the sacred out of love like a night-time thief
I try so hard to see the light within the pain
my body becomes motionless and my eyes begin to rain
I often wander through my mind how did I get in this position,
why did my heart get caught up in your dark intentions.