The cognitive dissonance of my soul
Strangling my joy and weakening the spirit
Blind men leading the blind,
but my own eyes have not seen clearly
for so long
This path is so far from my passionate longing,
yet it draws me in time and time again
When will I choose joy rather than pain and sorrow?
When will the love of Christ uplift my heart
to the point of no return?
Cursed are those who pretend to be a loving friend,
yet lead Gods children astray
I say these words, but have been guilty in my own right
For this I am ashamed and fall down on my knees
begging for forgiveness
Praying for strength to fight these white waters
Why is this current so often transitory?
"Lord Jesus Christ son of God have mercy upon me a sinner". Amen.