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I'm Going Crazy!!!I'm going crazy; don't know what to do, Cos I've another infection once again! It's driving me mad, badly so, I am driven almost half insane!!! This is now over 2 years, And I've had this test, that and the other too! We know the score; we know what's wrong, And we know what we have to do! But time drags on, we've tried all we can, So now it's surgery once again! But I can't wait, now isn't that sad? But I can't live like this in this pain! I'm trying to focus on something else! Cos I've been sitting here since 4am… But I can't, cos the pain is awful, It's really driving me nuts again!! So I see my surgeon next week, And we know what the outcome will be! Another operation, but I don't care! I just need it sorted out and to be free… Free of these infections galore, And give my kidneys and liver a rest! Cos all these infections are damaging them! So this is why surgery for me, is best! How sad is that, to feel like that! Wanting an operation more than I should! I mean to say, at the end of the day… I think if you were like me, you would! So roll on the 23rd of March! When I will hopefully get a date for the op; Cos I'm on my knees with the pain of it all! I think my body's about to drop! I can do without the damage its causing, To my liver and my kidneys too! My 27 tablets a day do enough for them! But there's nothing more we can do! Until the surgery is done that is! And I just can't wait for that day! And though it really is the most painful I've had! That's not bothering me, as long as I'm ok! The fear for me is the bleeding! Cos that scares the life out of me! It comes pouring out of my bladder! I'm in a mess, yes, it seems to be! The lining of the bladder… Is breaking away more recently, That's why I need it sorting out now! Because just now, no solace can I see! So the sooner he's sorted me out! The happier that I'll be!!! Because at the end of the day, I'm a mess! And I need to put it all behind me! Cos it's driving me insane!!! Poetry Ad-Free Upgrades Vote for this poem
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