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How Much Can I Write…


How much can I write about a bladder?
What a strange topic to use!
But I have to do and write it out,
Cos that helps me with ridding my blues!!
It's been going on for too long now!
Because 2 operations failed you see…
But now I am out of my mind, oh I am!
It's putting me at risk you see!

I'm desperate to put an end to it all!
For almost 16 months I've lived like this!
All that time, I've lived on antibiotics,
But just now, its hit and miss!
Cos my body's becoming immune to them!
I've been on them every single day!
Understandable, that is, of course!
To keep the infections at bay!

But now they are not working!
Hence my poems at 5.30am this day!
I can't sleep, the pain keeps me awake…
And no, this is not at all ok!!!
So when I get to see my surgeon next week,
I'll be putting my thoughts to him!
Cos we both knew this was a shot in the dark,
Deep down we both knew surgery would win!

So totally desperate I am this day!
I want and need that operation!
And though it won't be a walk in the park!
It will fill me full of elation!
Cos last time I couldn't move my legs,
Couldn't even put my feet to the floor,
Actually the nurses had to move me carefully,
Because of my bones, they know the score!

So an operation of this nature…
Will be as horrendous as can be!
It has to be done, needs to be done!
To save the insanity its causing me!!
All my life I've had to fight,
And always fighting for my life!
Stress for this, concern for that!
And living with such strife!

So roll on the operation day,
And I hope it's really, really quick!
Cos I cant go on much longer like this!
It's making me worried and making me sick!
Another operation people may think,
But that means I've one less pain,
And anything is better than putting up with it!
Like I say, it's driving me insane!!!

You know, I really can't wait for surgery...
Because now this is just making me sad!









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