Dark memories spilling blood hearted tears
held captive in a cage of roaring fear
my peace is being flooded out and only silent screams fills my air
I'm living in a time of fire where nobody cared.
My heart has become like the lonely flowing sea
running and running so nobody can catch me.
I've swapped kisses more than a thousand times
with depression,I've been in and out
of mental counseling sessions.
but nothing seems to remove this agony pain
I've even isolated myself till people begin to call me strange.
I've adopted fear as my best friend
and the only advice it gives, is that my life should end
I have become like steel, and watch as life passes me by
and the only thing I got a degree on is knowing how to cry
it's hard being me this I admit
cause these deep dark memories I just can't seem to forget
I've been passed down like old clothes, and everybody seem to fit
A size five, virgin style, broken in and stole my innocent smile
Left to bleed
told will die
buried in pain
living with the letter Y